Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Are We Conservative ?

This blog is about how conservative is the indian culture and is it good or bad ?
Since my office is around 15km from my place i prefer to go in company bus because of
2 reasons... first being heavy traffic and second being its free of cost...
I generally give preference to the front seats, so i sit somewhere in front 4 or 5 rows.
Since last few days i have been sitting near a girl and we havent spoken a single word.
She is like an average girl with specs and rarely fahions as the other girls here do !!!
I happened to be thinking this morning that i have been sitting near this girl since a long time
but never tried to speak with her and vice versa. Whats the reason ??
She takes the window seat and i am next to her, sometimes i try to look outside, I get the impression that she feels i am staring her. She also keep looking outside till i look outside. But no one made any positive effort on how to start a conversation.
I guess most of the indian youth need to develop this skil as it is considered to be one of the PR related activity.
Do u really think its our conservative society to blamed for this ??
i think i should go and talk with her first but then i think what the girl wud say of i suddenly start talking with her...
Wierd kinda blog.... but suggestions are welcome.... !!!

Friday, April 21, 2006

My Life in 11th Std

This is typical life of a 11th class student in a average or metro city in india.
We had a craze of tutions during our time so going with the wave i too joined all top dude tutors in the city. Tutions timings were like a circus that time... i used to get up early in the morning for a 6:00am class... i had a two wheeler called as Luna (which i find the most stupid vehicle now)... i used to ride it like a moto gp driver... just manage to reach the class... as a studious by nature i loved to sit on front benches but there was a lot of competition so i had to satisfy with the last bench. But there was one more girl who used to always come late used to sit besides me, her name is Mukta Prasad and now heard she is in Harward..... oooopppsss.... hope she remembers me one day...This girl used to laugh on any damn joke cracked by the maths teacher (his name was Patthakine and supposed to excellent maths teahcer who has capability of making students mug the solutions for a given type of problem).
After the maths tutions i used to have secong lap of my moto gp to a Chemistry tution for which again i used to be late. sitting arrangement was so pathetic that one small bench wud contain 6 students... i still dont remember how i managed to take down the notes.... the timings were 7:30 to 9:00am ... i used to come home... have a quick bath and breakfast. I used to literally run for first lecture which started around 9:45am. Whole day i used to attend college seriously like a mama's boy and i hardly bunked my college. After coming from college at 5... I had to again go for a Physics tutions at 5:30pm... come back to home by 7:00 pm... had another tution of electronics at 8:00 pm.... from which i used to come back by 9:30 or sometimes 10pm...
the life was real busy... i guess busier than now.....
will write next blog.... explaing about specific tution class..... cio...
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Child Me

When i was a kid my parents or elders used to ask me "beta, what u want to be in life"..
i used to tell them i want to be a air pilot.... they used to say why not a doc or an engg.... Actually they didnt know that i saw a movie where a pilot saves his country... after a month down the line i saw another movie where a pilot dies... from the very moment i decided not to become a pilot.. again an elder asked me the same question... this time i didn't say air pilot... i said i dont want to be a air pilot as they die during the crashes... that time i decided to become somthing in life...
i always had fasciantion about IAS... but it never came from heart... i was like going with the waves.. which now i feel is so dangerous... i havent really done what i wanted to... i sometimes blame myself for everything but whenever i think about it i somehow compromise with my present. I dont know what to do... should i start fresh to persue my dream or should i continue with the present. I know its difficult to make a human mind happy but will try my best !!!!